Tomorrow is another Day

Tomorrow is always a day to live again because each day is not promised to us and the older I get the more I enjoy the benefits of being alive and well compared to those that are trying to live for the moment. I like to take things easy compared to others and someday I hope that I can find that special someone that I have been dreaming of but, until then I will not even bother looking for another man.

Tomorrow I shall return to the routine that I am force to face each and every day for the rest of my life because of my goals that I am trying to reach, one day I will live in the city of Metz and work in Paris for the rest of my life this is my goal along with many other but, there is a chance that it will never happen.


Vow of heart

In your eyes, I have found my home.
In your heart, I have found my love.
In your soul, I have found my mate.
With you, I am whole, full, alive.
You make me laugh. You let me cry.
You are my breath, my every heartbeat.
I am yours.
You are mine.
Of this we are certain.
You are lodged in my heart.
The small key is lost.
You must stay there forever


A photo that is worth Sharing

People in the world do not have the right to judge a person by the outward appearance for that can be alter but, its the inner beauty that matters that most, therefore, why do people judge the friends that we make and the people whom we choose to associate with rather than staying in within our race, creed,and culture.


A friend is someone who understands you past, believes in your future, and accepts you just they way you are.  Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave and impossible to forget.  Also a true good friend knows that you are a good egg even though they know that you are slightly cracked.  Friendship is a treasured gift, and everytime you talk with them it should feel like you are getting richer and richer.  Many have claimed that friendship is god’s way of apologizing for our families.  In addition God is also your friend that stays by your side no matter where you are in the world.  Same thing goes with love, love is when two people know everything about each other and still are friends, one kiss breaches the distance between friendship and love.  Therefore friendship comes from the heart. 

Stroke-Save a Life

Stroke has a new indicator.
They say if you e.mail this to ten people, you stand a chance of saving one life. Will you send this along?
Blood Clots/Stroke – They Now Have a Fourth Indicator, the Tongue.
I will continue to forward this every time it comes around!

STROKE: Remember the 1st Three Letters….. S. T. R.


During a BBQ, a woman stumbled and took a little fall – she assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics) …she said she had just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes.

They got her cleaned up and got her a new plate of food. While she appeared a bit shaken up, Jane went about enjoying herself the rest of the evening.

Jane’s husband called later telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital – (at 6:00 PM Jane passed away.) She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ.

Had they known how to identify the signs of a stroke, perhaps Jane would be with us today.
Some don’t die. They end up in a helpless, hopeless condition instead.

It only takes a minute to read this.

A neurologist says that if he can get to a stroke victim within 3 hours he can totally reverse the effects of a stroke…totally.

He said the trick was getting a stroke recognized, diagnosed, and then getting the patient medically cared for within 3 hours, which is tough.


Thank God for the sense to remember the ‘3’ steps, STR. Read and Learn!
Sometimes symptoms of a stroke are difficult to identify. Unfortunately, the lack of awareness spells disaster.

The stroke victim may suffer severe brain damage when people nearby fail to recognize the symptoms of a stroke.

Now doctors say a bystander can recognize a stroke by asking three simple questions:

S *Ask the individual to SMILE.

T *Ask the person to TALK

(i.e. I like Chicken Soup)

R *Ask him or her to RAISE BOTH ARMS.

If he or she has trouble with ANY ONE of these tasks, call emergency number immediately and describe the symptoms to the dispatcher.

New Sign of a Stroke ——– Stick out Your Tongue

NOTE: Another ‘sign’ of a stroke is this: Ask the person to ‘stick’ out his tongue.

If the tongue is ‘crooked’, if it goes to one side or the other that is also an indication of a stroke.

A cardiologist says if everyone who gets this e-mail sends it to 10 people; you can bet that at least one life will be saved.

North Korea- What to believe?

After watching so many types of documentaries on the isolated country on earth known on North Korea it makes a person wonder what to believe is it a place of paradise as it tries to show? or is it a place of absolute horror?

One thing I know that this country does not allow western civilization to enter the country so, very few western civilization journalists have the chance to experience a country such as North Korea.  In honesty this would not be a place that I would like to go and visit nor a place that I would to be forced to spend the rest of my life in because there is no freedom because people risks the chance of dying or being sent back if caught along with their family members. 

It is truly a country that is run solely on Tyranny and Dictatorship which is something that in the past was never seen in the extremeness like this country has also North Korea is one of the first countries people go blind everyday which is the highest in the world.  In addition poor medical care is part of a humanity violation stated by thousands of Humanitarians and, the fact minders follow your every moment from when you are inside until you have left which is eerie. 

One of the three best documentaries that I have watched based on the topic of North Korea is the following:

  1. Inside North Korea
  2. Crossing the Line
  3. Han, the price of freedom

Inside North Korea is one of the best view of what really goes on based on what was recorded and it shows what life is truly like despite what the propaganda the North Korea gives off to outsiders.  However, when I watch the documentary “Crossing the Line” it showed that one American defector believed that his decision to abandon the United States army for violating orders to go to a country brain washed by communism; the documentary was one of the first for, I have never seen a Caucasian man that had a east Asian accent.  Lastly, Han, the price for freedom is one of the most appalling display of a violation of human rights seeing a solider beating a woman after being caught leaving the country by the Chinese government yet, so many did not believe that the incident was very real, are they seriously wrap around tight? 

I wonder that when people see things such as these three documentaries do they ever stop and think what is being a violation of human rights? Do they have a heart? Do they believe this country is harmless to the people as well as the outside world? What to believe when seeing both sides of every story? What do you believe?


Crisis of Saving money while going to school for an education

Every cock-crow like today I read the newspaper and watch the news on the economics of the United States and see that how others found ways to save money during times that are hard to deal with.  In addition I look at how some with jobs do the best to control their spending because it sounds easier than it is for those whom are spend happy with certain things like fashion for, there are a lot of populace that are a slave to fashion more than ever because of these new designer that are coming out each and every year.

Controlling spending is the best start for anything when you are going to make a huge life decision like going to college was for me; knowing where and what to spend money on was a major challenge at the time going to school, having a part time job and dealing with family issues.  Having a job that paid $8.75 an hour barely got me anything with a mom that was charging a lot of stuff which would leave me with a bank deposit of $140 biweekly so, I would have to depend on my stipends each semester which I did not get much either because I had to split that money with my mother because mom had no job at all.

Budgeting was my way of getting things paid off on time with a mother that was constantly pounding concrete for a job and not reliable for anything else even transportation to work as well as school because there were so many occasions that I was late because she would wait on my brother whom played around all the time.

Now that I am older and more mature I am no longer dependent on her for anything except living so, I still need a budget to get through the rest of my college years so, that I will not be in debt up to my eyeballs by the time my graduation of graduate school arrives.

I know that I will get a lot of grief when enrolling into graduate school because I am face with a lot of negativity at home so, I will have to do my best to get through with my goal of becoming a human rights lawyer to help people across the sea which is a very unique goal of my own.  Furthermore, I know if I maintain this mindset of saving as much as I can also finding ways of getting to school than my dream will be a reality; I can live on my own far far far away from negative relatives and pursue a career that I have been dreaming of.

Message never let your dreams go so whatever you are passionate about with or without money that can be saved easily you can reach that passionate goal you so desire.

Discovering my inner Hummingbird

Everyone is unique which makes the beauty of life ever so important no matter what others say because everyone has their own views, facts, and opinions of what they view life.  My outlook on life is usually cheerful more so now due to the fact I have gotten older in life so, I look at some things in a whole different light as well as perspective.  When I was younger everything seemed bigger such as dogs, plants, insects, and the list goes on; however, I seen the same things I thought was bigger than myself was actually smaller,  For example, I use to be afraid of large dogs because they looked so big and nothing could stop them but, when I hit my teenage years the same dog breeds I saw at a younger age was no longer scary but more friendly. 

In addition as I gotten older my association had change over time for, the group of people that I hanged out with in elementary school were no longer the same associates I had but, I never take account of some of the stupid things they state 90%.  Most of my pre-teen and teen age years were filled with drama and very little else but, when adulthood came my tolerance for people who cause drama went down to zero so, when I know people are going to show nonsense I ignore or excuse myself.

I call this finding my inner Hummingbird because my experience in the years of youth have taught me valuable lessons that I will never forget so, when I encounter those same people again I know how to deal with them.  However, the majority of them realize that they are no longer wanted and have decided to move on with their lives as well as I have; my reasons for stating I am a hummingbird is because when I first encounter a hummingbird this was a remarkable experience that anyone even you could imagine seeing for the first time. 

One cock-crow, walking the endless trails of untamed landscape filled with a mixture of flowers that were both domestics and wild that came in a range of brilliant colors.  Those lovely flowers have always attracted insects of all kinds but, never it would have come to mind that these natural beauties would ever attract a hummingbird. Yes, that faithful cock-crow was one that made all the others ordinary because surrounded in a large crowd of bees, butterflies, dragonflies, lady bugs, and other insects that deal with natures perfume.  Watching that hummingbird going through the field of flowers reminded me of myself for, as an individual would stand out in a certain crowd because I am different from all the rest. As for the hummingbird being alone enjoying its time going through the flowers brought me to believe that I am a human hummingbird enjoying my life the way I wish to enjoy it so, why should a crowd of others that take similar interest spoil my fun when I am not interfering with theirs?

Also learning from watching that lovely hummingbird led me to believe that it made a decision to join those insects in fertilizing the flowers and, the insects did not mind the fact of the hummingbirds presence because they were all doing the same thing.  It also came to my mind that some people make poor decisions of being someone that they are not because I once had a brief relationship with a person that was not being true to himself for, he took in interest that he did not like in order to impress his person of interest whether it was me or another woman.  Decision are lessons to remind us to never go back that road again but, if one does face that situation again then one will know what to do when that time comes again.

As for myself decisions I have made were both good and bad but, you learn from those decision to never return to that situation again such as a person, animal or whatever that may be.  However, I have chosen to convey my life inimitability in a positive way; I am not going to judge people because of the lifestyle they chose neither the fact of their sexual orientation nor, what things they have done that they are ashamed of because that is gods trouble so why should I be the one to worry about.  I will express myself in all fields no matter what others may think or feel because i am a solitary hummingbird surrounded in a crowd of insects that share a similar interest than my own. Image